Sometimes my subconscious mind scares the crap out of me! So I was in quite a bit of pain last night. Well I say pain. It was more like being insanely uncomfortable. I thought it was a pulled muscle in my lower left back but it wasn't tense/knotted. I tried a heating pad, stretching and every possible sleeping position, including face down, @$$ up. Stop laughing, I used to sleep like this as a child and it was rather comfy.
I tossed and turned all night. When I did doze off, I had insane dreams about the pain I was in. Well the pain my brain said I should be in, realistically I was just uncomfortable. One in particular involved being stabbed in the back, repeatedly. Not pleasant at all! Sometime after 4AM, I fell off into a detailed dream scape. I don't know where I was but I was in a futuristic medical lab. There was a physician. I don't remember his face but he was older and a bit grumpy. He said he had something to help with the pain. I was reluctant. I didn't know who he was but he seemed genuine. He said something about me being stubborn and he didn't have to help. *sigh* I relented. He gently touched my lower back and the side of my face and the pain immediately fell away. In reality I went into a deep sleep because the next thing I knew my alarm was going off. The dull ache returned immediately upon awakening (argh, annoying!). I rolled to get out of bed and that is when I was hit with a strong wave of nausea combined with a pulsing abdominal pain also on my left. "WTF is wrong with me?!?!"
I somehow managed to get ready for work. I am still uncomfortable but I am okay. My friend seems to think I may have a kidney infection and wants me to go to the Doc ASAP because apparently it can get REALLY bad, really fast. But I don't feel that bad just having this annoying ache. Of course, it has been pointed out that I have a higher than normal pain tolerance so maybe I should go to the doc just to be safe.
So what do you think happened in my dream??? How did I block out the pain so that I could sleep? That is weird, right?!?!? I feel like that is something I shouldn't have been able to do. Its like an example of mind over matter or something. Maybe I watch/read too much sci-fi but I thought it was strange.
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