Alright, its that time of year where we see all of our "lovely" family. And can I say...I feel like a busted can of biscuits compared to most. I'm not far per se but I am not in shape. Things are popping out where they aren't supposed to.
With that said I've been around friends and family that look AMAZING. They are slim and trim and not busting out like I am. Well I say like I am. Let me be clear. I still am small. Like way smaller than most but I am not as fit as before. As in I am a bit...um...soft.
It's a bit annoying. I am NOT the inactive...soft type. But then I took a step back. The ones that are...more fit. They are the ones that are divorced...separated...not in any type of relationship or "real" job. They aren't stable.
I don't wish ill on anyone but that really puts things in perspective. I have an AMAZING husband, beautiful friends, and supportive family. Yea I am not in the shape I used to be in. I am 100% certain I may be in SIGNIFICANT pain for the LA half but...I am happy.
That means something right? I have the great hubby. I have the good job. I have a really good life. It's not always perfect but its mine.
Anyways point being...yea they look good because they are working out to meet a new beau but I look like me. I am 100% going to start running more. But for me, not for anyone else. I could be jealous but I'm not. I wouldn't trade my squishy@$$ with an awesome home life for their rock hard abs but no one to go home to.
That sounds really judge-y but I honestly don't mean it to be. I mean it more as a "the grass isn't always greener". That's what I see. Yea they look great but the CRAP they are dealing with isn't great. I hope it gets better for them...seriously I do.
So off I go to try and be a better me but not at the cost of my really good life.
Peace out peeps! Be happy with you. Be happy with what you have. Happy New Year my lovelies and don't forget to see what you have and stop stressing about what you don't.
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